The Bright Side of Darkness.

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The other day, my friend told me I was really brave for putting up my raw and honest thoughts in one of my previous posts. I found it funny because I have no issue whatsoever with spilling my heart out on the internet, yet it’s difficult for me to open up in real life. So I guess this is my outlet. This is where I go through the painful process of ripping off the plaster and letting my wounds come to light. This is where I put pen to paper and let my words roam free. This is the messy, imperfect, unfiltered version of me – the side that people don’t often show on social media. Continue reading “The Bright Side of Darkness.”

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It’s Not About Winning.

Life is not a competition. You don’t always have to win. The beauty of communication is the ability to share ideas and deepen each other’s understanding. There will always be someone who disagrees with you. As the well-known Dita Von Teese quote states: ‘you can be the ripest, juiciest peach in the world, and there’s still going to be somebody who hates peaches.’

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When People Ask Me How I’ve Been.

There are good days and bad days. On the good days, I feel invincible. Like I’m on top of the world and no one can stop me. I look around and see beautiful miracles all around me. I repeat my gratitude to the Universe.

On the bad days, I am a contradiction. My heart feels heavy but I’m hollow inside. Getting out of bed seems like the most difficult task on earth. I tell myself I’ll feel better if I get outside to take in some fresh air. But the mere thought of taking that one step terrifies me. Continue reading “When People Ask Me How I’ve Been.”

Holding onto Pain.

There are days where I can’t tell whether I am actually down, or if I’m feeling that way just because being anything else is too tiring. There are days where I feel like a walking contradiction. I say that everything is up to our own perception; negatives can be turned into positives. But I feel like a fraud pretending to be happy when in reality I am hollow inside.

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Stay Open.

The world has so much to offer. Stop dreaming in the smoke; wake up and start living. You couldn’t choose what to believe in when you were a kid, but now you do. Use that power to explore what’s out there. Open up your heart up.

Embrace the highs and the lows in life. Sometimes it’s the hard times that teach you the most important lessons. The Universe put obstacles in front of us to build us up. It will not give you anything you cannot handle. Continue reading “Stay Open.”

Living Free of Judgement.

The biggest issue I’ve struggled with my entire life is self esteem. I grew up as a chubby kid, and the voices of society told me I wasn’t worthy; I wasn’t good enough. All these negative comments attacked me from all directions – including the people I love. Soon enough, I believed it myself. I used the same words against myself, picking my body apart, hating every single part of me. Continue reading “Living Free of Judgement.”