Taking a break from the deep rants today because I need some lightness in my life right now. I know I overshare on here a lot, but it’s become my outlet. This is where I am comfortable with being completely honest with myself. This is where I reveal all the deepest darkest secrets that I’ve kept to myself over the years (that sounds more dramatic than it actually is). I started the blog as a project that I can spend time on and express my creativity. At first, I was sceptical about sharing it with the people I know in fear of judgement. It’s one thing telling strangers your secrets, but it’s another when your friends find out. Nevertheless, looking back now I’m really glad I did. I received some amazing messages from people a few days ago. Messages that I did not expect at all. If you’re one of those who messaged me, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I appreciate the support that people have given me. I am grateful for the ones who believed in me. The ones who pushed me to do all of this. The ones who didn’t judge me for what I wanted to do. The ones who gave me courage when I was too afraid to take the first step. You know who you are. It’s still early days and I am nowhere near where I want to be, which makes it even more amazing how people have already reached out to me.
One of the main reasons I wanted to start all of this is to share my story and my struggles with the world. I wanted to show everyone that they are not alone. There are many things that I believe in and would willingly fight for. This is my way of fighting. I guess my naive little mind thought I can make a change, regardless of how small it may be.
So yeah, thank you to those who have said kind words about me and my writing. I am by no means a brilliant writer, but it makes my day to know that my words have touched people. I have no idea where this will take me. I’m just following my intuition and spilling my heart out. I want to show the world my authentic and true self, whatever that means. This may be a silly project that I eventually abandon. But for now, this is what fuels my passion, so I’m going to keep at it.