3am Thoughts.

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Sometimes I feel like a fraud. Like I’m trying to be someone I’m not. Because I don’t really know who I am, or what I’m supposed to do.

Sometimes my thoughts take over like a runaway train. I used to wish I could rip my brain out. It sucks. But I’m learning to cope with it.

Sometimes I think everyone else thinks I’m crazy. Or maybe they’re the crazy ones. Or maybe we’re all crazy in our own ways – crazy from fighting our own battles.

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Sometimes I look up at the sky and wish time would stop. But it doesn’t. So instead I take a deep breath and imagine every cell of every being fill up my soul.

Sometimes I ask the Universe to take my troubles away, so I can float across the calm ocean of life. It responds with endless waves crashing onto the shore. I learn to swim against the tide instead.

Sometimes I wish I were normal. But what really is normal nowadays? I know my struggles make me stronger. But how do you find the strength to get strength when you need strength to begin with?

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Sometimes my words don’t make sense. That’s what happens when I let them run wild at 3am.

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